Wednesday, November 20, 2013

All people are different; they have their own priorities, interests, personal qualities and secrets. But society usually accepts only one model of behavior that makes everyone similar to each other. No one wants to be a misfit, so people try to measure up to society. People wear masks instead of showing their real and unique faces and qualities. This idea came to my mind because it is a current problem for me too. I can be open only with really close people, but I cannot allow strangers or new people to get know my true face. That is why I am wearing mask of calm and quiet girl –because this character doesn’t cause a lot of people’s curiosity and interest.
The idea of my self-portrait is to depict myself in upset and lost mood. My hands are crossed in a strange way, it symbolizes that I am closed and scared; and I hold my head like I am lost and don’t know what to do. I wrote a lot of adjectives that represent me on my body. I wrote that I am cheerful, kind, talented, fragile, smart, funny, positive, and active – that is how I see and describe myself. To create this image I used Photoshop. I put a picture of the prison cell on the top of my photo to show that all of these qualities are closed in me. No one can see them like they are in prison, like I am in prison. I made my photo brighter and added more opacity, but I made the picture of bars almost transparent. Then I used black and white effect to give self-portrait its mood. I just played with different types of effects, made a picture brighter, added more contrast, but then I made it darker. Next I inverted my picture and printed it out. Then I developed it in a dark room.

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